Thursday, May 24, 2007
It's been a long while since i updated..this place is filled wif webs..
Anyway..lets see wad i can recall ever since my last entry. My pathetic 2 weeks of holiday has finally ended. Spent the 2 weeks mostly wif ben and the UB team. I'm hopelessly friendless in sch. Ben's like one of the better frens i hav, partly becoz we're i feel i can relate well to him and also partly we're team mates on the pitch. It's a blessing to hav him around. haha..
Soccer training and matches hav been going on since holidays till now. There will be a cut down of the squad size and the pressure is piling on for me, if i don perform up to standard i could find myself out of the team soon. i'm worried, i'm scared, i'm anxious, but at the same time, i know i gotta make it into the final 22, it's now or never. i'm gonna tahan all pain on my body and keep pushing and repay the coach's faith in me. No more showing any signs of being younger, being the one not having army experience, being the one who gets treated like a kid.
Sch started this week. The schedule is fine but the workload for each module is especially marketing research is MAD.. not sure whether i'll still be alive by the end of the summer sem. And my focus..it's not on sch work. I go to sch, try my best to listen during lecture, and once i come out, i think of soccer, think of everything else except work. ok wait, even during lecture i'm thinking abt soccer. My legs itch everyday... certainly not a gd thing for during sch period but may be a gd thing coz i'm much more determined now compared to months back.
did you see the CARZY MONKEY???
8:37 AM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
After soccer training on tues..my knee totally broke down. it's not the first time..everytime i do vigorous activities, it fails me by the end of the activity..i hope i wont be a cripple in future.. it's so sad not to be normal
Slacked at home the whole day on wed and thurs without doing anything productive. Wake up, use com, lunch, use com, tv, nap, wake up, tv, dinner, tv, use com, go back to slp..LIFE OF A PIG. haha.
Ben came over to my place for a haircut on fri..we had lunch and headed to Bugis to walk walk see see. ok, for me is walk walk see see and dream dream...for ben was walk walk see see buy buy!! argh!! i wished i had more money to spend. Cong kai came to join us after a while..mm, went queensway after bugis to walk walk see see somemore. At bugis, ben bought stuff, at queensway, cong kai bought stuff....argh!! all i could do was see and see, want to buy but cant buy. i hate dat feeling.. Cong kai stayed over last night..mm, we were kinda tired so dint really hav any stay ups.
Today...today...today...went to plaza singapura wif ck to meet eunice to try to find present for mabel..i think the most important thing when u get a present is...roughly think of wad u wanna get for the person, if not...ur gonna end up like me! walked the whole PS and left without anything. after PS, we went down to far east to meet mel and mel... we walked and see, walked and see, i felt there were many nice stuff to buy...dint know why we had to settle for wad we settled for..it's so...weird..
It's been a tiring day..so, shall stop here, i'm gonna wait for 12 midnight and drop a comment on friendster for mabel..another long 30 mins of waiting..
did you see the CARZY MONKEY???
7:50 AM
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Sch's over..the terrible spring sem is over. it's finally time for my pathetic 2 week holiday. but....stupid professor murray had to send the wrong exam paper from buffalo! he's a nice guy..and i like him but damn this man..waited the whole dar fri morning and afternoon for the exam paper, and when it was time for the paper, it's the wrong script..*$%$#*^%^%*()^&$%#
So, the solution now is to either take the paper tmr or on the 21st. i've decided to take on the 21st, i wanna enjoy my holiday first, and study last min again.
Was frustrated last fri over the paper mix up and fortunately i had Ben to accompany me to Sakura for a buffet to vent the frustration.. We talked quite a bit dat night..Ben's a really nice guy. in fact, i think he's close to the perfect guy. So...all u girls out there looking for a bf, u can contact me to get to know Ben.. "Ben is up for sale!!" haha..played a bit of pool wif ben after buffet. man, i sucked so much..so rusty and blunt.. total disgrace.
Was suppose to meet ben to go queensway to shop on sat, but he was lazy, so..i stayed home and played com wif my bro the whole afternoon. Mum's birthday was coming right up so we went sakae for dinner...it's really sinful, buffet on fri and gorging at sakae on sat. i felt as if i put on 5kg.
Sunday was..normal. sunday sch, service and lunch..lunch wif the guys. the girls all seem to hav disappeared. lunch-ed at JEC, pooled and k-pool...NICHOLAS IS A JOKE..it's too hard to describe it in words..lol.. anyway, i'm sure everything had fun and had fun laughing at nich also.hahaha
Went queensway wif ben yesterday.. i got my liverpool jersey for 95...ben...hmm, got tons of stuff. and he got the levis shoe dat i wanted!!! argh!!! it dint hav my size!! but i like the color and design!! ben, i treat u as big brother, i treat u as very gd fren!!! i tell u secrets!!! how could u buy the shoe!!!! ben, if ur reading this...can i buy the shoe too when the size is available? i'm sure no one will notice we wear the same shoes..hahaha
Soccer training and match today was...ok...my stuffy and leaky nose and cough affected mine already poor stamina so i dropped out of the run half way to wipe the ''stuff'' away and blow my nose..the drills were fine..i'm sure i'll improve under the coach's guidance, and match experience wif the team..as for injuries sustained everytime there's training and match...err..it's all part and parcel of the game, so no point brooding too much over it :)
did you see the CARZY MONKEY???
7:28 AM
Monday, May 7, 2007
did you see the CARZY MONKEY???
4:51 AM
