Thursday, May 24, 2007
It's been a long while since i updated..this place is filled wif webs..
Anyway..lets see wad i can recall ever since my last entry. My pathetic 2 weeks of holiday has finally ended. Spent the 2 weeks mostly wif ben and the UB team. I'm hopelessly friendless in sch. Ben's like one of the better frens i hav, partly becoz we're i feel i can relate well to him and also partly we're team mates on the pitch. It's a blessing to hav him around. haha..
Soccer training and matches hav been going on since holidays till now. There will be a cut down of the squad size and the pressure is piling on for me, if i don perform up to standard i could find myself out of the team soon. i'm worried, i'm scared, i'm anxious, but at the same time, i know i gotta make it into the final 22, it's now or never. i'm gonna tahan all pain on my body and keep pushing and repay the coach's faith in me. No more showing any signs of being younger, being the one not having army experience, being the one who gets treated like a kid.
Sch started this week. The schedule is fine but the workload for each module is especially marketing research is MAD.. not sure whether i'll still be alive by the end of the summer sem. And my focus..it's not on sch work. I go to sch, try my best to listen during lecture, and once i come out, i think of soccer, think of everything else except work. ok wait, even during lecture i'm thinking abt soccer. My legs itch everyday... certainly not a gd thing for during sch period but may be a gd thing coz i'm much more determined now compared to months back.
did you see the CARZY MONKEY???
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